One day at a time.

2 see your face or merely touch you skin
Would be like salvation for me,
Because lately life has been filled with
stress and atrocities
To here your voice or feel your love
would be that of an angels touch,
Something that is pure and simple
And far from a yearning lust
Your deep brown eyes look at me
And I’m stricken blind!
Because you are filled in my mind
so you leak out my eyes…
Let me give you
affection,
And all I ask for is
Your presence…

Life has its peeks
and life has its valleys,
it can have the scent of a dozen roses
or be rotten and smelly
There are so many joys
that we can have,
there’s much more to life
than to be bitter & sad
There’s places to go
people to meet,
there’s love to have
different foods to eat
There’s life to experience !
Joy to welcome,
Our youth is only
momentary & seldom
And through those storms
keep your head high,
so when the dark clouds clear
you’ll see heaven in the sky

I feel like my mind is somewhere else… far from here but I’m.not sure what to do. I feel anger and sadness is overwhelming and conquering happiness and any other emotion. I feel so distant from everybody, like nobody understands and everybody is against me. I feel like a horrible person for some reason, as if every action I take is for self satisfaction. I feel so small in this world, like I’m nothing, worthless, just another kid in this cold world without a guide. My self pity allures me to do wrong and to turn to sin. I have so many things wrong with me, I don’t know why God is so good to such a weak, selfish, ungrateful person like me. idk….. I don’t want to be sad and unhappy. I know that there’s a better place after all this, there has to be , I know I’ll get through this Strom but I just feel like breaking down….

constant thoughts
vast like the great oceans across our land,
or similar to the limitless grains of beach sand.
They never seem to stop
they never seem to stop…..
variables and different outcomes
storylines of imaginary plots.
and there’s nothing you can do
nah, nothing you can do,
but witness the pain that your thoughts can cause to you.
Assume, assume,
so many things going on in a tight room.
boxed and caged
yet it seeks to amaze
but it creates nothing but an endless maze
I’m just stuck
yea, just stuck…
lately I’ve been blessed cause I ran outta luck.
the sadness has me weak and vulnerable,
but the anger is its guardian.
no matter what it protects,
hurt has to be alien in order for me to attempt to BE alive.

Knock me down
than watch me rise !
Head held high
its to the sky !
Through my pain
I exist !
For I am solider
and well equip !
From dark places
to valleys of light,
I have shown
that I will fight !

I’m thankful for today
and the hope we have for tomorrow,
I’m thankful for the joy
as well as all the sorrow.
I’m glad I could be here
with many I hold dearly,
I may not see them everyday
so I cherish the moments yearly.
I’m greatful for the blessings
bestowed upon my being,
im greatful for all the warmth and love
which keeps my heart from freezing.

I’m still me
just growing.

I’m striving towards the right direction
I feel it in my soul,
The captivation of my aspirations
seems more precious than gold.
I seek to attain gain
from the degression I was given,
and also to exploit all my talent
the ones naked or hidden
I will find PEACE !
one day,
or maybe just any given Sunday ?

Nothing I do for you
will even be enough,
your mindset is set
so it seems that I am stuck.
You feel you don’t deserve me
and I can’t change your mind ,
I just hope that one day you change that
before the end of time.
Cause i’d rather be with you
if I had to choose,
But its not like that
so there’s nothing I can do
But just watch you
put yourself through pain,
set aside my heart ache
and whether through this rain.
I’m sad deep down
when I see your face,
and I know deep down
that no one can ever take your place.
I am a fool
caught by one of cupids arrows,
wearing love upon my mind
it is accustomed to my apparel.
Today Strained by love
and pained by sorrow,
But still I have my hopes
for a distant tomorrow.